until now after reaching blogging page

I wish I could tell other people about my story..

I wish I could make my sad gone..

I wish I could spoke to everyone about my sadness, begging for sympathy..

but NO and maybe NEVER!

because I remember he told me that never tell people about OUR problem..

solve it by ourselves..

do not involve outsiders..

I will always and ALWAYS remember what you told me :)